⇦ FOLLOW? ⇨

Originally, the H2 music students had a choice in what timeslot they wanted for the A Level practical.. My accompanist and I decided on 10.45am and I managed to book the slot, thinking that everything was settled. Then, before the last music paper, Mr LC told the class that only my timing was changed and I was now the first student to kick off the entire A Level practical.

ARE YOU KIDDING ME 

I was shocked and I let out a stifled scream which made everyone laugh. I was like "What...wait...Why?" and he said that after discussing with Mrs Ee they both felt I could give a grand opening for everyone, in addition to my prior experience during O levels.

I'm not sure if he was teasing/mocking me because my practical marks aren't even the highest and they felt I could give a 'fantastic opening'? I'm honoured, and I really want to do a good job for them, but I don't really know what to think about this...they have so much confidence in me when they know I'm not that good to begin with?

I'm still feeling mixed as I'm still quite upset and troubled over my practical marks and having this big responsibility is making me think twice about a lot of things. I guess I really have to meet their expectations eep now I'm reaaaallllyyyyy feeling the jitters.

I still think about you. You're never forgotten. Nothing's changed, as we agreed, and I intend to keep it that way no matter what happens :)