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Wednesday, December 11, 2013 @ 10:40 AM For the first time I put in a lot more effort into the makeup I was putting on. It's amusing to see how many people needed to take second glances/ were shocked to find out that I was...me.This was the look of the night! 
Dress from Dress Barn, Size 8
Here are a few photos from last night! (Incomplete collage, will update once I have more photos. Sorry 'bout that!)
11/14 of the music class, missing Meri, Sining and Kaiwen
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Random collage of photos with various people
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Another collage with more beautiful people
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With a few HCSE people (Top) and a few class girls (bottom)
In all honesty, I'm not sure what to think of prom 2013. It was nice, but I wasn't as happy compared to prom in the exact same venue 2 years ago when I finished my O levels. Two years in my dream school has shaped my life in many different ways. Two years has also given me many memories and feelings which I don't know what to make of them.
I don't know why but I've been feeling a little sad or maybe even a little depressed lately because I had an epiphany in the middle of prom and it left me very...empty. Epiphanies should be good but this time it wasn't so much of a good thing.
I've been confused, I've been angry, I've been sad, I've been hopeful, I've been trying to stay positive. But I think as the year is about to come to a close I don't want to stay feeling this way anymore. Which is why I am about to do something I would never do in a million years. It's a big risk but playing safe doesn't work anymore.
I'm really sorry for ending on such a somber note. Will give an update soon. xx
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