Didn't go to Sentosa today. My mom is a half sadist half depressionist.

She said that I should be comforting her instead of "forcing" her to go to places like Sentosa.

I told her that it's good for the soul, you get to relax and have fun and forget about work for a minute or two.

She doesn't think that way.

Thank God she said that she would bring me there tomorrow.

Unless her sadist side of her acts up and that doesn't happen.

Sze asked me when I would be getting a new violin (using my sister's old one now, you see..).

and if I had talked to my parents about it.

I kinda lied and told him that my mom would buy one when she thinks I am ready for one.

Thank God he said "Yeah, okay"

At first he gave me about 8 days to play for him Grade 3 violin exam pieces, that was fair enough for me, considering with CCAs and other activities, and it's the school holidays, man!

Then guess this: He told me to play the Grade 4 violin exam pieces and he wants to hear them in like 4 days time. I wanted to stress the 4 days' period. Could have just told him to GET REAL.

So, I guess I would be selling my viola to the Sec 1s next year (new batch). But I really want to play in the SYF. Viola parts are manageable and easy (not all the time though) to follow. Violin parts are almost like hell (no offence violinists).

I will certainly try my best and reach for the top (if I change to the violin, either way) and prove to all those who still may doubt my ability and that you all are sooooo wrong to judge me that way. You will see that size NEVER MATTERS and that I CAN be better than you lookdowners!

Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha...